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    Tuesday, January 6th, 2009
    9:07 pm
    and she said what about breakfast at tiffanies
    Today i worked from six am to two-thirty pm. I got a book on rrrrriotgirls. I was given an unprompted hug from a small person. I also bought awesome shoes, and recieved an offer of a job in Northern Ireland. Even though i didn't apply for a job in Northern Ireland.

    Does this mean i can say i've been headhunted?

    Also, the brother-in-law declared that 'Merlin knows how to wield staffs.' The sister and i loled for a good ten minutes.

    i may camwhore the shoes tomorrow. of course, i may not. being as it's a day off, i may just sleeeeeeep.

    The icon has nothing to do with this post, it's just new and i want to show it off.
    Sunday, January 4th, 2009
    7:28 pm
    i want everything to change and stay the same
    If any of you are considering a career that involves on-call? Let me tell you, regardless of how much(or little) money you'll get, it's not worth it. Not even close.

    And i'm skipping into work. For the fourth time today. Hopefully this time will only be an hour.
    Thursday, January 1st, 2009
    9:01 am
    no one wants to hear you sing about tragedy
    Today is my one year anniversary!

    A year ago, on this exact day, i staggered off the plane, a lot tired, a little hungover, and majorly terrified, into the loving arms of Miss A and Mr C. I'd never lived on my own before and to be fair, i actually still haven't, if you want to be a nitpicker.

    But over the last year, i made it in the job i'm qualified to do - and they want me to stay, for some reason. I went to more gigs then i've been to before, including interstate and international ones. I made friends with a host of amazing people, and i seriously wouldn't still be here if it wasn't for them.

    My mum got the all-clear, but my uncle got a death sentence. My brother-in-law got a job, but the sister didn't. Some of my friends had great years, and some had the shit kicked out of them. I got to meet one of my favourite bands, but didn't get to meet another one. (Cobra's, you make me saaaaad)

    But 2008 happened, and we're all here (maybe a little more battle-scared, but still alive). I hope 2009 is a great one for you all. ♥!
    Monday, December 29th, 2008
    5:48 pm
    did someone say drama queen?
    I am the only one left at work. Everyone else has gone home. I would say this makes it pants optional, but since my work is never really pants optional, i won't.

    I am so epically tired i think it's possible i'm going to fall asleep on the bench. Maybe i'll work on my epic AU that is still not even slightly finished.

    Man, i wish i could take off my pants.
    Friday, December 26th, 2008
    7:54 pm
    jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle bell rock
    So on Christmas Eve i went to see the Galvo's play in Geelong. Because Christmas is all about family, and 'i am totally family!' according to the one, the only, Johnny Galvatron.


    ( christmas is here )
    Wednesday, December 24th, 2008
    7:35 am
    under my umbrella-ella-ella
    I woke up this morning and thought 'holy crap, it's christmas eve. that's a stupid name, i mean it's not eve yet. i should brush my teeth...' And then it degenerated into a mass of ramblings that even i couldn't make sense of.

    The point is, this year i wanted to make homemade cards, but i failed miserably. But i still have the amazing drawing Auds drew me. I came up with the idea, and she faithfully copied it down, exactly as i saw it.

    Photobucket

    Pete just wants to kiss Patrick on the cheek! Serious! Ryan is enjoying his tinsel. Brendon got overexcited and jumped in the punch. Jon was given a dress-up kit by a fan and shared it with Spencer and Pete - Pete's got the tail, and Jon got the antlers. Spencer is unimpressed with his stupid nose. Gabe was unimpressed they were celebrating a religious holiday, but Billiam got him so drunk he doesn't care anymore.

    ( the sheep say POW )

    So i hope you all have a happy and safe holiday season. I'll see you on the other side.
    Sunday, December 21st, 2008
    6:14 pm
    good job, you killed the director
    I'm trying to make a playlist of simply umbrella covers. If you have any, could you send them to me please? *bats eyelashes*

    ::

    It's possible i've spent a silly weekend with certain people recasting The Wizard of Oz and Terry Prachett's diskworld bandom-wards.

    I am a terrible person.

    ::

    And it's almost Christmas. Huh.
    Friday, December 19th, 2008
    4:37 pm
    say my name and his in the same breath
    Earlier this week, i walked in on a couple having sex in one of the bathrooms. Like, i couldn't see them, they were in one of the stalls, but i still got to hear their gasps and moans.

    Who goes to an appointment with their hand surgeon/neurosurg/gastrointestinal surgeon, and fucks in the bathroom?

    I mean. They're really nice bathrooms, but still.

    ::

    The nuerosurgeons bought us krispy kremes as a Christmas treat.

    I'm torn between not eating them {because i don't really like them that much} and stuffing my face, because after all they've put us through this year they deserve to buy me as many krispy kremes as i can eat before i have to roll everywhere.

    ::

    And it's the weekend. \o/
    Thursday, December 18th, 2008
    2:55 pm
    this looks like a job for me
    Title: this looks like a job for me
    Author: [info]jezzabe
    Rating: R
    Pairing: Zack/Brendon.
    Disclaimer: I own no one and nothing mentioned in this story. If you found this by googling your name, or the name of someone you know, do us all a favour and hit the back button.
    Summary: Zack is supposed to look after these boys.
    A/N: Written for [info]sinuous_curve and her wonderful prompt. Unbeta'd. Title taken from Eminem. I don't actually know what else to say? Merry Christmas, bb. I hope you like it. Sorry if it's crap, i wrote it in like, thirty minutes. While at work. o.O

    ( so everybody just follow me )
    11:17 am
    why do i feel this party's over?
    &! Melbourne fails at summer.

    &! I am worried Joe's hair is going to start eating his face. Any day, now.

    &! If Zack worked in a hospital, what would his job be?

    &! Also, since watching the panic thing last night, i feel it only fair to let you know that Zack has overtaken Brendon in my 'favourite member of panic'. Like, there's no doubt anymore. Also, there were moments in that where Brendon was smoking hot. Or was it just me who thought that?

    &! What do you want for Christmas?
    Wednesday, December 17th, 2008
    7:18 pm
    come save me from walking off a windowsill
    Okay. So i just watched the short movie that is on Live In Chicago. I spent a lot of time yelling 'WHAT?' at my television.

    Then i decided it was a really long complicated metaphor that i didn't understand. Or it was about a band that just got stoned a lot.

    Um. Anyone have an idea of what it was supposed to be about? And why it was on there?
    Tuesday, December 16th, 2008
    11:25 am
    i want to live in a place where humans and fish can coexist
    Dear Pete,

    When you invite the internet to a free party, you also invite the cops. Just some friendly advice.

    Love me.
    xx

    Also, i wish i lived in NY atm.

    ETA: there's a fire alarm going off in my building, but no-one's told me i need to evacuate. If i die, know that i love you all.
    Monday, December 15th, 2008
    9:27 am
    the ones who never yawn
    &! I slept really badly last night. Too much sugar before bed, i think. Clearly, this is a sign that i am old.

    &! I think there's a glitch with my journal. If i post an entry private and then make it public, it doesn't show up on the flist. So, i posted my Christmas exchange fic yesterday {remember the one i was flailing about? A lot?}. It features boys in ties, pranks, and Mr. Beckett. Go tell me what you think.

    &! The doctors don't think there's anything they can do for the uncle with pancreatic cancer. Remember, the uncle with the 14 year old daughter? Yeah.

    &! ALSO! I made an order on FBR website last wed to take advantage of free shipping, and my order is still pending. What the fuck, FBR? I hate them. :/
    Sunday, December 14th, 2008
    1:45 pm
    fic: We are strange in our world
    It's the afternoon of the 14th where i am, so i think i've been very patient in waiting until now to post this.

    For: [info]heartequals
    Title: we are strange in our world
    Pairing: Brendon/Ryan, Spencer/Jon, Cash/Singer, Cash/OFC
    Rating: R
    Warnings: Um. None, really.
    Summary: 'The Francesco Brothers' Reformatory actually did start out life as a reformatory before it ran into funding problems and was sold off to the highest bidder. So it became a school and, for some reason, the name stuck. Of the Francesco Brothers there are no sign, and rumours abound about who they were. The school is affectionately (and sometimes not-so-affectionately) referred to as FBR by the young inmates.'
    Author's Notes: [info]heartequals is incredible. Huge, huge thanks to the wonderful [info]adellyna for calming me down, betaing & creating the cover art for my mix. Thanks also to [info]shihadchick and [info]sinuous_curve for the betas and [info]foxxcub for arranging this and assuring me that my writing was okay.

    Merry Christmas, [info]heartequals!

    Link to the mix

    ( we are young/we are free )
    1:40 pm
    i can't be sure of the scene
    Mix for we are strange in our world.


    Click HERE to download


    TRACKLIST: ( i can't be sure of the scene )
    Saturday, December 13th, 2008
    7:01 pm
    hollywood hills and surburban thrills ain't you
    Okay. So i just got back from seeing Twilight. It was the most hilarious movie i have ever seen. Ever. From the 'this is the skin of a killer' to the 'you're my own brand of special heroin' to Edwards apparent obsession with trees. Miss E and Miss A had to hold me up so i wouldn't slide off my chair onto the floor on occasions, i was laughing that hard.

    But, there was a dark blotch on my enjoyment of this movie. It's something i've stumbled across a lot, and i feel the need to rant talk about it with you.

    What is this thing where we glorify death? We try to make it into something beautiful, something to be proud of. "Oh, I'd die for you." It's supposed to be a symbol of how much we care about someone, that we'd be willing to stop breathing for them. It's seen as a glorious thing, peaceful, beautiful, dignified.

    Hate to rain on this parade, but death? Is not these things. Death is messy, it's scary and painful and awkward. Death is one thing we haven't learned how to control yet, and that's terrifying. Stopping breathing, ceasing to exist and not knowing what's going on around us, with the people we love and with the places we've made our own, is scary as all hell. It's not a glorious thing.

    I'll be honest - i have never been so in love that i've thought i would be able to die for someone. I haven't felt that. But at the same time, teenage girls making death seem like this amazingly fun thing is not cool. It's a horrible and painful thing, and the people left behind are never the same afterwards.

    This isn't even nearly touching all of the issues i have with this book, but it's a start.

    I'm sorry if this post offends you, i really am. If i offend you with the Twilight mocking, or the death rant, i apologise. These are my thoughts, my feelings, and as always, if you want to talk about it, feel free. Anon is on, IP is off. Go nuts.
    11:04 am
    ahahahahahaha. what the hell?
    So today i was on the tram, thinking about bizarre pairings. And then of course, i decide i need to write one. I accept any and all blame for the following. {also, i can't believe it's been so long since i posted something! RL has a lot to answer for. :/}

    Title: don't i know you from...
    Author: [info]jezzabe
    Rating: pg-13
    Pairing: Nate/Brendon.
    Disclaimer: I own no one and nothing mentioned in this story. If you found this by googling your name, or the name of someone you know, do us all a favour and hit the back button. Or you could leave feedback.
    Summary: Nate meets Brendon at one of Pete's parties
    A/N: Like i said, IDEK. I played fast and loose with canon, because i'm a bit hazy on early cobra timings, so i just kind of shut my eyes and guessed. Also, it's unbetad, because it's so short and i wanted to post.

    ( in which Nate is a music student, Brendon is adorable, and Gabe is, well. Gabe. )
    Tuesday, December 9th, 2008
    9:14 am
    hey donnies on tv
    Me: MikeyWay has a blood elf hunter! I too, have a blood elf and a hunter!
    Miss M: Well, clearly, you two are MFEO.
    Me: Not so much. Can you imagine having sex with his :I expression? :I:I:I:I:I
    Miss M: Why do you say these things?
    Me: Because [info]ix_tab isn't here to do so.

    ::

    Also, anyone got a rusty spork? I got to work today and then my uterus decided to play up. Thank God i work at a hospital and can get drugs a lot easier then most heroin addicts.

    I mean. What?

    ::

    Telling Gabe i want a t-shirt saying 'Alex is my Favourite' so i can wear it to a cabbaby show probably wasn't the wisest thing i've ever done. Just sayin'.

    Also, i firmly believe Brendon's soul is made of pink glitter. What's your soul made of?
    Monday, December 8th, 2008
    9:22 am
    monday morning, and i'm surrounded by morons
    Dear Ward Clark,

    Just because a patient is elderly and it will be 'a bit of a bother' to get her to come down to the department doesn't mean we can just do a mobile! It's a pre-op series, so we need to do two films, and we can only get one of them on ward. You need to talk to us before deciding to do these kinds of things.

    You are also not qualified to make those kinds of decisions.

    No love,
    Jezz

    ps. you are a moron.
    Sunday, December 7th, 2008
    8:55 am
    i act just like a local god
    unpopular fandom opinion: i miss Jon's chin. :/
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